Hellooo... :)

I know, I haven't been writing very much lately. I've been busy, mostly with math and other school stuff. I've actually spent a week without even looking at my computer. It's kind of paradox that we spend so much time learning things that we actually only need for this one exam. It's a waste of time, in a way... It's just not really useful culture!
Well, what good is it to complain about it... I've been doing a lot of complaining lately anyway! By the way, in spite of my harsh talk about valentine's day, of course I spent a very nice valentine with my darling. :) Hope it was fun for you too...

In my free time I've been trying to see my friends. I think I'm getting a little GAGA with all this studying... Sometimes I just...uhh... forget what I wanted to say.

Oh yes, about seeing my friends... We were in St. Gallen chez Sy and Lüc last weekend... It was a lot of fun, and there was sooo much snow! Impressive! I had to use a shovel to get my car out... ;) The puzzle mania took over here at home too, I gave my sister a puzzle for birthday (by the way, HAPPY B-DAY GABBZ!) and we're all working on it (1500 pieces is a lot of puzzle...).

We (Renny and I) have decided to really take the next year off before going to university. It's not like I know what to study anyway. Maybe I'll find out till then... We even have a real good plan about what we're gonna do: From mid-july to mid-september, we're gonna travel around Yugoslavia (where he comes from). Then, from October till mid-december, we're gonna be in Brazil, partly in the northeast (where Pedro took his beautiful pictures) and partly in my home"town" Sampa. That's gonna be a lot of fun. And you guys in Brazil can already get ready, this time I have a lot of time to go out!(If you want to, of course!) I can't wait to get out and just see the world...
Then, ater we're back here in Europe, we might do a small snowboard vacation with the guys from Switzerland. That would be a lot of fun!
And the rest of the time till the beginning of university (October 05) we'll just work and earn some money... Sounds great, doesn't it? I hope it works just like that.

I got a new antivirus and firewall, and for some reason, they won't let me read my comments. I haven't yet figured out if there's a way of persuading Sir Norton Firewall to let me read them. So if anyone has an idea, email me, cause I can't read my comments. Well, you can leave a comment too, but I probably won't be able to read it. Well, whatever. ;)

I'm dead, it's late, and tomorrow there's even more math waiting for me. So I'm going... Big kisses to all of you!

Time: 00.34
Music playing: Something from a Jewel CD

Most people that are really someone in life DO great things and TALK about it later.
I do things the other way around. First, I think about things. Then maybe I read about them or even write about them (like right now), and make the decision to change something. It's the DOING that is the problem sometimes....
Maybe I should think that over... :)

iIt's like Nike said: JUST DO IT. Then afterwards you can wear that cool t-shirt saying JUST DID IT.

Good night you guys...

PS: I HATE valentine's day. What a stupid date. Everyone who has a boyfriend/girlfriend has to make the day something special, even if you're sick in bed with a f****** bad headache. And everyone who hasn't got one is doomed to spend the day in depression and loneliness because everyone else has a boyfriend/girlfriend. And the worst of all... IT'S A STUPID MARKETING TRICK! DO YOU REALIZE THAT? They MADE this day so you would go and buy chocolates, flowers and all that crap. It's capitalistic bullshit! If you love someone, you should be nice to him more than three times a year (valentine-birthday-christmas)! Think about that and discuss it with your partner.... ;)
We have this really cruel ritual at school. Around Valentine's, you can write a small card, give some money and then, on the V-Day, the person you chose gets a rose. The distribution of these cruel roses is during classes. So imagine the poor people who don't have friends, not to talk about lovers!!! Yeah, they sit around looking really stupid and feeling really unwanted! (Yeah, usually me too). And that doesn't really make things better for them!
So, if you want to make this stupid commercial date something with a meaning, don't buy anything. PLEASE. Just show the people you love that you love them. That should be the best way. And if you really want to do something nice, then donate some money or a blanket for Afghanistan, Iraq or some other place where people don't have V-Day because they have nothing to celebrate.

With my dearest love,
Clau

Time: 23.42
Music playing: Say what you want - Nelly Furtado

There are some people in the world that always bring out the best in you. They always make you smile, no matter if you have just seen them, or just talked to them, or even if it was only an email or a memory or a thought... They teach you the important things in life. Those are real friends, the special ones. Whenever I hear from them or remember them, I always have to smile and then I feel good and can take that out to the world around you. That's why these guys make me a better person. I don't know what I would do without them, but I guess it would be a very lonely world.

I know this sounds beaten, like the chainmails that I get sometimes, but I just thought of this all by myself (yeeeah!). I just thought I should say it.

And now I'm going to bed because it's already late and I have to get up early tomorrow.

Oh, the news in my life......... hmmm... ahm. I don't really have anything exciting I guess. I watched "back to the future I, II and III this weekend. (WOW!) uhm... I don't like my class very much (not really something new)... but there are other people in the world.

Renato and I were thinking of taking the next year off and going on a looong trip to (ex-)Yugoslavia (his home) and Brazil (my home). I don't know yet if we're gonna do it, but I would love to. I just don't know if that would be too much time "wasted". But I personally don't think so, especially after seeing the pictures on Pedro's page. (check it out, they're amazing!)

Beijos e boa noite pra todos...
FUI!

Time: 23.33
Music playing: Send me on my way - Rusted roots (the "ice age" song)

Heeeeellloooo everyone!
Here are the newest news (veryvery up to date!)!!!

There are two people who set foot on european ground this weekend: Carol and Ve! Welcome to the club... :) I hope you can read this. I wish you sooo much good luck and a really good start, and I hope we'll see each other soon!

The school party on friday was a big success. We made a lot of money and worked very hard too. I didn't know what a mess it was to work in a bar, but it was also a lot of fun! Next time I hope someone of you guys will be here to go with me!

The Mensa party (a party organized by the university) was also pretty nice (even better than our party). We did a small karate presentation, and it looked very cool with the matrix music we had playing. Imagine doing some fighting stuff in front of a packed disco floor on a pretty small stage with "clubbed to death" playing in the background... You get the picture. I was sooo nervous, I thought I was gonna mess it all up. But... I didn't, everything worked out just fine and afterwards we had time to have fun. :) Oh, there was a bikini model presentation after ours, and the models just... Argh! "Elegant" can turn to "elephant" in a matter of seconds, did you know that? The bikinis were just ugly and the girls just weren't models. Even with a very tolerant attitude it was quite hard to find it nice... Well, whatever. Thank god I didn't have to do it.

Tomorrow there's school waiting. I hate sundays because I always know that the next day I have to go to school again. I just don't feel like doing my german homework right now (by the way, I don'Yt think you will ever hear me say that I DO feel like doing something for school...!), but I know my teacher's gonna rip my head off if I don't. I'm just not sure if that is reason enough to do something...

Sy, I hope the snowboarding thing works, I'll try to call you in the next days. I hope you are doing all right with your uni stuff, it sounds like you're drowning in essays and homework... :)
Cacki, eu naum sei se o meu handy ta mandando sms direito, vou tentar depois, talvez funcione, ne?!
Aninha, eu to com saudades!
Ma, aproveita MTO a praia por mim, okay? Vc ta viajando com o Pedro??? Manda um bjo pra ele e pro mar tbm... hehe

All you guys from Brazil, I miss you really much, I know I should answer my emails but at least I always try to write an answer to you posts here on my blog, so keep on posting, okay?

I'm gonna do my homework now............. Beijos!!

Time: 23.47
Music playing: Aisha - Outlandish (Check out the french version by Cheb Khaled too... It's really beautiful!)